The story of *my life* begins where I was first born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1983. I spent all my primary school years and 1,5 years of high school there, and I had quite an adventurous childhood. Growing up I spent a lot of time playing outdoors, but mostly when I was at home, I would be sitting in my room, in my own world, reading, writing, dreaming, and doing somethying creative... I took part in many different activities after school, like modern dancing, art, drama, taking part in musicals, athletics, cross country running, hockey, and I was even in the first aid team. I suppose I could say that I had a very wide variety of interests... and I can still say the same today. I also had quite a few very close friends and I feel very blessed that they are all still in my life, even though I moved to The Netherlands with my parents and two brothers in 1998.
My teenage and adolescent life was pretty challenging, I often thought to myself that I was probably going to die young and that on a soul-level I must have decided to take on as many human-issues as I could to master in a short period of time. :-) I did see the value and purpose of all of my experiences. In the core of my Universal Heart I could feel it was all going to be okay, and even during my most "darkest" times I never felt alone. My connection to the Divine was always there. I understand now that mastery comes from going through these life events, and we transform, transcend, expand and unfold as we go along, awakening more and more to who we really are and our Soul Purpose.
After four years at college, I graduated as a social worker specializing in supported living, and I decided to move back to South Africa. This time I was on my own and I lived in a paradise called Plettenberg Bay where my dad lives. I absolutely love the ocean! It was during this time that "The Journey" came on my path and I will tell you more about that a bit further on... In 2007 I felt my calling to return back to The Netherlands, and I have been living here since then. Feeling at home in my heart has given me the peace to settle down, and move forward as I create my path in life in a conscious way with unconditional Love.
I am also a proud mother of two beautiful sons, Jivan (2009) and Kayden (2012) They are both full of creative energy and bring joy to our lives. My children are my greatest teachers and I love their pure hearts and wisdom!
My passion as a writer...
I'm so glad my mom kept my pre-school drawings! I can see that I was attempting to write even before I actually learnt my ABC's. Little "scribbles" already showed my passion for writing at a young age... Light Language was a natural expression in those days (-; I remember writing stories and songs and poems since I was 8. The energy I feel in my heart gets translated into words and I am grateful for this gift of expression.
Inspiration comes from a pure connection with our Universal Consciousness, and through the ups and downs of life I have had moments of feeling inspired to write and sometimes I wouldn't feel inspired to write anything at all. Since August 2014 my desire to write was once again reawakened. It was awakened before then on a sub-conscious level, just downloading and integrating ... but it was during this time that I finally knew what I was going to write about. I was guided because I asked for guidance, and within a short period of time I had a clear idea of how I going to create my stories and which characters were to play a part in it. In march 2015 I finally started writing the first book and it was published in October 2017! I am truly grateful towards Frits Evelein who played a huge supporting and encouraging role for me, and also co-created the audio version of this book with me, with authentic Music From Source for each part of the story! (link to this audio book spoken by me, can be found on my Home Page)
...2015 was actually a very special year for me! it was the beginning of a very interesting and amazing transition process. A new birth truly occured.
My passion as a Guide...
I actually prefer not to pay too much attention to the descriptions that could form any kind of identity. It's really a much nicer idea just to give everyone the chance to decide for themselves what it is they feel, see and sense. I suppose I could call myself an alternative therapist, or a healer, or even a teacher, but for now I will use the word "guide" because it feels most aligned with my work. It describes my intent to be facilitator for others in a process that feels like a soul agreement that has brought us together in divine timing.
You see, I don't feel like I am "helping" anyone or doing anything “for” them...
I feel like I am assisting others to reconnect to their true divine selves and to Source in their own unique way, so that that they can remember once again who they really are.
Once this connection is restored and the remembrance is awakened, I believe that all the information anyone needs will be accessed more easily, they will experience self-healing, discover they are their own teachers in any given situation, and create their own realities free from the illusion of any form of separation whatsoever.
In fact... free from the illusion of separation truly means that there is no "you" or "me", or rather I Am you and you are me... so by "helping" others we are helping ourselves.
My first encounter with the work of cellular reprogramming was when "The Journey" came on my path in 2005. This is when I truly felt for the first time that I was doing something that resonated with me in such a way, that I recognized it as being a part of my Soul Purpose / organic expression.
I was twenty-two at the time, and I became aware that somehow I a natural “feel” for this “work”. I realized I had a very clear vision and feeling of where the deeply rooted blocks were, and how to undo the complex belief systems and programmings holding those blocks in place.
I was granted the opportunity (as a gift by being sponsored) to complete the practitioners course in South Africa (2006) given by Brandon Bays and Kevin Billet and I took it gratefully with both hands. After experiencing this intensive inner work myself it was time to be the facilitator for the Journey process of others. I spent two years doing many sessions as case studies (even when I moved back to Holland in 2007) and I received my accreditation as a Journey Therapist in 2008.
Caroline Cory, founder of OMnium Universe, came on my path (also due to the divine timing of an unfolding master plan) in 2010. I started to listen to some of Caroline’s free webcasts on her website and joined the Healers Program in 2011.
Even though I had some experience with cellular reprogramming, the OMnium Method really opened up new dimensions for me. It expanded my consciousness even more (massively), and for the first time for me, spirituality was making scientific sense. I felt like the truths that had always been written in my heart and had given me wings, could finally grow roots and became grounded.
Caroline described her vision of bringing “heaven to earth” and that this means starting with heaven, so connecting to “Source” and bringing Source to earth. The healing is described as returning the state of our DNA to its original blue print. Cells are restored to proper and permanent functioning. This means releasing all of the misaligned information that is not who we really are and remembering and experiencing our original essence, allowing our divine and human makeup to co-exist.
The healing (guidance) sessions I do today are a result of everything I have learnt and experienced since 2006 when I started facilitating these profound processes. However the way I work and integrate all these techniques has become very authentic, because the methods I followed taught me how to connect with and express my authentic self!
I now facilitate live healing sessions for individuals and groups via an online meeting system which is easy to use for everyone. I have been doing it that way since 2013 and it works perfectly! This really makes it accessible for everyone, no matter where you are living on this planet!
Since 2017 my "soul work" has expanded to a new level... I create personal video readings on request (these are called "Light Sessions") and I have been teaching live classes here in The Netherlands called "Activate Your Own Authentic Light Language". You can read more about these sessions on my page: Light Sessions
In 2018: I joined Caroline Cory and Frits Evelein in creating an online class series for teens and young adults called "Superhuman". You can read more about this on my Events page.
I also completed Eduard Franckenas online training “15-Dimensional bio-energy field clearing” ~ Chintamania ~ This gave me a additional clarity (and continues to) on what I was seeing and feeling in my visions during sessions. Once able to recognize specific entities, attachments, misaligned energy chords, energy feeders, lost or split off Soul fragments, attachments to old identities of ones self stuck in time / space... I could clear and restore this thoroughly and accurately.
2019 has been an amazing year so far. I have been guided towards diving into many intense yet beyond wonderful experiences into a next level of Freedom, Love and Truth in my life that I am enjoying very much. I would call those experiences "healing", but like I've always felt about healing, it's more about dissolving or letting go of what is blocking the experience of already Being Whole, and yes I have felt this on a deeper level.
I also started joining Ecstatic Dance events, (thanks to Lale & Marcoleon from ED Utrecht and Eduard a.k.a NYKKYO Energy DJ) since June 2018, and my love for this has only grown, and this year I have been participating in events all over the Netherlands any chance I get! Ecstatic Dance (ED) as I say, has taught me how to dance with Life! I have even recently started doing the opening ceremonies for ED events which I love... In September and October I will be starting a new webinar series: Next Level Freedom, and there will be a Live event in Gemert in December. For the whole line up of my events check out my events page on FB (Cosmique Focus Creations)
This is all an ongoing adventure for sure, and I feel very blessed with each client I have the privilege of working with.
Infinite Gratitude...
I am truly grateful for the support and encouragement I have received and continue to enjoy and appreciate on this incredible journey. Everything has fallen into place from day one and this is such an awesome experience!
I feel abundantly blessed to be co-creating with so many wonderful and loving Beings, whether connected to my books or the sessions. We are lighting up this planet with pure Source energy for sure!